Alright... First of all.... Sis.. When you're reading this... Please just keep quite and no stupid comments about this... I'm seriously not in the mood to joke and I may get agressive( only to my sister as she likes to taunt me about this subject). Well... I actually liked this girl that's 2 years younger than me for like a year already... Then.. recently... I found out that she likes someone else.... I only heard from her friends... SO... Tonight I actually asked her.... And she confirmed it... I asked her a few other questions and then... All in all.. I think I kinda pissed her off with those questions.... Damn.... Left me sad( dont know how she felt, pissed I guess) Sigh... Always feeling like I'm a loser whenever I'm around her... but... I still cant help liking her... T_T She's sweet, kind and all those stuff thats nice.... She did not do anything wrong... its just.... Sigh.. It's so darn hard to explain... So darn complicated.... And... This is not my normal self.... I have not been ever since I fell for this girl.. She.. I dont know why she cant feel how I feel.... Well.. Maybe I'm just a stupid ass chasing after the moon, going round and round in circles getting no where. T_T... Sorry for the uncheerful self.... I just cant help but blog everything out........ I cant cry.. I'm not a person to do that... I'm just so darn sad inside.... Well... I have been scrolling around NuTang and I find a lot of people with heartbreaks..... Is the month of November so unlucky as to have so many heartbreaks?? Or is it just that these things are normal everyday and I just didnt notice it before this??? Sigh.... I might still have a chance with her as she didnt actually reject me... But.... I still cant help feeling so darn sad....

Aww.... :( I'm so sorry. You might want to try to cry. Crying is healthy and makes you feel better. If she didn't fully reject, that's probably a good thing. ^^ Maybe give her a little time.
» Kirei on 2006-11-22 03:13:19

I think we all get worked up over relationship ideas at one point or another. It's okay to talk about it because sometimes it just feels better to get that off your chest.

There are many fish in the sea and I'm sure you don't want to hear this, but maybe she just wasn't the fish for you.
» lazypuppy on 2006-11-22 03:44:03

*Hit's you on the head with an addmath textbook*
I'm not going to keep quite and make summore stupid comments XD Isn't that an early birthday present...*Laughs evilly* Jeez.. The more reasons to stay at home infront of the comp, watching anime on youtube, visiting lots of websites and making more new friends while I keep my old ones.
» Nuttz on 2006-11-22 08:22:46

Oh ok. lol That is odd. XD And you're welcome.
» Kirei on 2006-11-23 12:12:02

woot woot~~ friction in da haus!!!!
» friction (60.49.91.174) on 2006-11-23 02:20:10

aiyoyo... on this earth got lots of flower la.. no need to be sad... later after i move my poems to my new formatted laptop.. wahhaa i send u heartbroken poem... if u want la..
» jolenesiah on 2006-11-23 02:21:35

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